♥ 8:39 PM

not going out today feel especially sianz lor...but having a really big headache thinking of wat to buy for my friend a birthday present thought still have 9 days but still got to think of wat to buy and where to though noe wat to buy but still dont noe where to buy it... nothing to do the whole day other than slacking on the sofa and watch those entertainment show that is extermely bo liao and sianz dont feel like going to school tml becoz forgot to bring my textbook him or study the test and still got to go to CO... see that stupid conductor also sianz keep on nagging on us and scold us for nothing, is not that he scold us for a while only he can scold us the whole CO time lor when we can use the time to have practice... everytime he see us walk around that time is went we really need it lor not that we wanna be lazy but when we start to practice he will like walk away but when we wanna stop to rest a while becoz our hand veeery pain he wil start to say we are lazy... do this world have something call be fair, actually we are quite good ones but becoz of his stupid attitude made the four of us to slack and getting worse and worse now we dont even bother to go to the CO practice at simei CC...

♥ 3:58 PM

so tired...went to visit my grandma but didnt noe that going to celebrate my cousin birthday than never prepare any present for him... the whole day there playing with him and his younger brother too, they are really hyperactive like to run about and will force mi and my cousin to take video of him and his brother...before going to my grandma house, wen to school also give the conductor scold sia today is really very unlucky lor than after that feel better after playing basketball with all my senior and my best frenz but when play that time give senior bully really feel like beating them and shouting out loud until i feel better but it is still public and there is a lot of other people from our school so will still fell paise so i still treat them very good and juz only give them stress...haha... but when think of waking up early morning still feel very tired becoz michelle meet mi so early juz to play basketball before we go to CO but still think than that scarfice realy not worth it becoz it cause mi not enough time to sleep... today really feel very unlucky continously give people scold and bully for nothing and still got to bring back the erhu but i anyhow say one reason juz to lie to mi senior not to let mi bring go home becoz after playing basketball very tired and got no strength to carry it home

♥ 11:44 PM

though went to play basketball but quite sianz leh nothing to do there wanted to see others to play match but they never say that cannot book school's indoor basketball court so they postpone the match to another day... so tired lor but at least sit there still can tell one of my best friend that how i feel abt this irritating girl in my class which lots of us hate her a lott lor...feeling better now at least i can let out my anger and not feel so stress up liao but how all of us think of her will not change unless the person change her attitude and character if not she will not have any frenz left that wan to be with her even the one she thought ahe can believe in also doesnt wan to be with her becoz she also wanna be with another girl too... dont understand y people cannot juz be automatic and realise that people start to avoid her and also that y she cannot understand wat we say and tell her wat had happened between us???? really dont understand but i will wait for one day that she will lose all of her frenz in our class and in CO not only this and i will wait or her to change her character and be frenz with her again if we is still in contact...

♥ 7:50 PM

finally have rest form the holiday start to now the term started for 3 days liao... but as the days nearer to SYF the more nervous i am becoz first time go and also that i not very confident to both of the songs that i practice...not that they are very diffcult or not understand how to play is that sometime i got blur becoz of some thing happening to my surrounding and the senior that was making fun of me and disturbing me...the hardship that i have sometime i tell my frenz but they seem dont understand wat i am saying and sometime they feel how i am feeling recently... nowadays my temper got very bad becoz of family prob and becoz of frenz... y do my frenz change so much after the dec holidays not that we did not see each other during that 2 months holiday, in fact that we see each other more than any one we see each other at least twice a week but sometime becoz got pracice we see even more...dont understand... evan if we tell her wats happening between all of us she still wont under stand wat we are saying and some time stil can ignore wat we saying to her and pretence that nothing had happened before....

♥ 8:16 AM

quite sad.... althought PE that time got basketball the rest of the day starting to be very the boring- the stupid D&T project than chinese teacher very the naggy after that worse still got the assembly worst of them all...still got 2, 3 weeks later got speech day liao got to buy that white shoe and wear that "dim sum" uniform and play those instruments...during the parctice also the same give ppl torture those ppl in da ji group play their own instrument so loud lor me and my partner ear going to burst liao...

♥ 1:48 PM

haiz...sianz sia the lesson today so boring nothing to do except for listening to those teacher that is extremly naggy lah other than that lie on the table and sleep....not only that the stupid CO thingy also make me very the tired too,that idoitic conductor ask us to pratices like our hands wont get tired one...siao one lor.. than when wanna rest than say we lazy only wan to rest and still say that we all wont manage to get to SYF but now still in wat...say for dont noe how long liao been 1 month liao lor...only noe how to say this thing sia cannot change something else izzit...

♥ 11:47 AM