omg.. everything n0w is in a mess.. friends.. studies.. secrets.. exams.. why is everything crushing up onto me.. s0me of you might juz think i d0nt n0e anything or even feel that i am juz an extra n0eing all thing kind of things.. never mind maybe the lesser i n0e the less mistake i will make ba.. but can anyone juz tell me wat had really happened to all of you.. out of a sudden you all can juz like throw temper at me and i juz d0nt n0e wAt had really happened to all of you h0w can i help all of you..
messy!! headache!! h0w can everything juz be crushing up on to me at this period of time?? exam time!! busy time!! messy time!! i beg all of you all simply juz stop having all this crap!! and everyone juz keep all your temper to yourself.. wait till exam have ended ba.. stop all these crap pls i beg all of you.. kindly juz stop it f0r me ba..
♥ 9:50 PM
freak off man everyone especially those that think that they are really stress.. d0 you really think that only u are stress and others dont.. you are juz thinking too much.. my class work is as stressful as yours d0nt always think that you are always so stress and the others juz cant understand except the wh0.. fine i n0e you went to good class and really stress by the math sum but can you be more considerate.. d0nt always throw your temper on us and STOP BEING SO ATTITUDE!!! y0u have your maths i have my art d0nt always think your maths juz simply rules the world!!!
fine juz n0w u feel stress is ok.. but d0nt keep banging the table.. it is DAMN irritaing lor.. you feel stress n0 need to bang the table de.. i hate it man.. you keep hitting the table h0w are we suppose to study.. i n0e all of u0u very stress but juz d0nt keep throwing temper on each other lah..
juz h0pe everything will be the sam as h0w we are in the past.. pls d0nt change h0w we were!!!n0 more changes anymore pls!! i beg of all of you!!!
♥ 9:38 PM
been thinking a lot these few days.. is my presence in this world make a difference or maybe that if i never appear the world will also be the same.. this world wont stop turning because i n0t appeared.. if i am so insignificant than maybe i should n0t appear in this world at the first place.. having me in this word is juz bring disater to those people that n0e me and is cl0se ti me.. whu am i choosen to be in this world at the first place why cqant i juz n0t being in this world at the first place.. i am only a disater to people.. why cant we choose whether if we were willing to live in the world n0w.. living in the world n0w is such a tiring thing.. especially toward my life N0W..
♥ 11:11 PM
teacher n0w is such a freak.. they actually tell us the wrong topic to learn f0r the test wAt sort of teacher is she.. d0nt they n0e that to us n0w they are such a irritating person why cnt they juz disappear in this world.. hate school.. hate teachers especially those that think that they really able to mix around with us.. their thinking is such old fashion and they simply is juz a kind of old fashioned freako..
such a bore.. next week is actually is the common test week.. exam is simply juz sux.. they are juz f0rcing us to study and n0thing else.. they always say that "exam is juz to test h0w much u all really understand" this kind of thing had told us many time.. d0 they n0e that it is juz a kind of excuse of letting us to study more and get more stress.. we only gain stress and n0thing else.. wAt a useless kind of thing.. stupid..
♥ 12:43 PM
haha n0thing to n0w sia.. such a boring lesson.. POA teacher say until so many time stil d0nt understand haiz never mind juz give up on it.. mayybe juz drop POA next year and concentrate on art..
sickening.. my HP bill actually went up to $117 OMG!!! i still have to pay it myelf.. confirm will die this time.. last month bill lucky dad help me pay this time i g0t to pay it all by myself.. WAT AM I GOING TO DO??? should i juz go find some work to pay off my bill.. he say he help me pay a bit h0w?? although he say help me by a bit but his bill will also surely be high too, he cant e helping me much.. and recently been buying a lot of things.. after he help h0w am i going to pay f0r the rest of my bill??
n0w is filled with a lot of question in my head wAt am i going to do.. with my bill and also the mess that i had done to them.. maybe i should juz run away frm them so that i wont be seeing them anymore.. why have they appear in my life.. maybe i should n0t say that they appear in my life but is why i appear in this world at the first place.. if i did n0t appear in this world will the worl be more beautiful and peaceful..
♥ 8:19 AM
so tired recently.. people are always telling me the same thing.. d0nt they n0e that after telling f0r many time people will get sick and tired 0f it..today my chocolate was ruin by xuan le.. the one yin en give me she juz throw it on the table and everything juz went spoilt and of course who will dare to eat it anymore.. she also d0nt dare to eat moreover the person wh0 going to eat it is me..
cant believe wat i got today.. i actually g0t a jacket frm converse haha thanks f0r the present and of course i also g0t the wallet haha thanks f0r those who gave me the presents haha include those that gave me sweets and chocolate haha.. sorry yin en never eat ur chocolate c0z of xuan haha..
♥ 8:08 PM
as every minute and second past i get more and more tired.. d0nt understand that why am i going in through in this thing.. when is this thing going to stop, HELP can anyone understand wat i am going through n0w.. tml is the most stress day can anone help me get through it.. thank god that my sisters ask me out f0r movie or else i will continue be in the awkward situation.. can anyone juz help me to get out of this thing? tml is such a sickening day hate tml.. d0nt wan to go to school tml.. so can d0nt face all of them..
♥ 10:12 PM
whenever think that this week end going to end le.. my heart juz simply get more and more heavy.. n0t only the things in school and things that i am messed up with.. when is this two things going to end, OMG, before this thing end i think i already had died long time ago.. God wat am i going to do after this week end.. i really d0nt n0e wat to do.. juz simply wan to run away from all this thing and disappear in this world.. why am i in this world.. i should n0t even be in this world at the first place.. at the first place i am n0t in this world all the trouble wont happen at all..
juz being a sad and depress all this while.. at least i still can be happy whenever i am with my friends.. is this a kind of console to me.. or is it a fact.. life recently is in such a mess..
♥ 10:57 PM
life n0w is so stress and filled with things that is uncertain.. many thngs i juz simply d0nt wan to n0e and think of but than they juz keep running through my mind.. why cant life be simple and easy.. why muz they be so messy and complicated.. cant life be h0w it is we like.. life n0w is such a torture..
term one in school seem to past so fast.. in teo weeks time we going to have common test le when like we juz start school n0t long ago and was still missing abt our holiday and n0w tada COMMON TEST.. such a sickening thing...
♥ 8:27 PM
