someonewhon0eh0peissomeonewhon0ewhatishappiness..
butd0in0ewhatishappinessintheworld? C.R.Y.I.N.G,iamleftwithn0tears,h0wcouldicrywhenid0n0thaveanymoretearsleft.. h0wamigoington0eifiamreallysadorhappy..
isntcryingawaysofexpressingh0wwefeelingandwatweactuallyreallymeans..
ISCRYINGAWAYOFSHOWH0WWEAKIAMORISITAWAYSTOSHOWTHAT
IAMREALLYSUFFERING..
ifidonotcryhowamigoingtoexpressmyself..
howamigoingtoletmyangerandunheppinessout..
FROMN0WONISHALLJUZTREATTHATIAMJUZBEINGSTUPIDANDBEING DUMP..

♥ 9:28 PM

someonewhon0eh0peissomeonewhon0ewhatishappiness..
butd0in0ewhatishappinessintheworld? C.R.Y.I.N.G,iamleftwithn0tears,h0wcouldicrywhenid0n0thaveanymoretearsleft.. h0wamigoington0eifiamreallysadorhappy..
isntcryingawaysofexpressingh0wwefeelingandwatweactuallyreallymeans..
ISCRYINGAWAYOFSHOWH0WWEAKIAMORISITAWAYSTOSHOWTHAT
IAMREALLYSUFFERING..
ifidonotcryhowamigoingtoexpressmyself..
howamigoingtoletmyangerandunheppinessout..
FROMN0WONISHALLJUZTREATTHATIAMJUZBEINGSTUPIDANDBEING DUMP..

♥ 9:28 PM

C.R.Y.I.N.G
crying should be the best solution f0r letting out our anger and frustration.. but my tears had dried up there wont have anymore method to vend my frustration and anger.. why had my tears dried up? been using this solution f0r the past few days and months..they had all used up, there are n0thing left f0r me to use.. i think the second method should be dying.. n0thing else..

♥ 2:15 PM

dying
dying should be the fastest method to solve my problems and my troubles..

if i died, than there will n0t have a need to think about them anymore..
if i died, than they d0nt have to keep quarrelling about all these stupid thing..
if i died, than all these thing will come to an end..
if i died than i dont have to keep avoiding people..
if i died, i can stop all those looks thats on others faces..
if i died, maybe i can juz stop all the scolding from my parents..
if i died, maybe my parents can trust me back..
if i died, i can have all the things i wan.. peace
if i died, i can end everything i have n0w..
if i died, people can have back their peace without me..
if i died, i can stop all those stress that i having n0w..
if i died, maybe others will juz stop telling me wats happening..
if i died, othes could juz leave me alone..
if i died, all of you could have back everything that you wan..
if i died, all these backstabbing will juz end..
if i died, troubles might also juz end..
if i died, i can have the life that i always wanted..
if i died, i can the carefreeness i life..
if i died, all of you can juz continue your life..
if i died, maybe all of you wont notice it..
if i died, maybe i can juz find my own little place and rest..
if i died, maybe i can juz stop all my crying..
if i died. maybe i can juz end the pain i am having..
if i died, than i can stop all my explaining..
if i died, i can juz sleep forever and ever..
if i died, i can juz stop dealing with all these relationship and craps like that..
if i died, than i will be able to live in the world of smiles and laughter..
if i died, maybe i will be able to cure my heart which is dead..
if i died, i should be able to continue live in the world which is filled with light..

my heart and my world n0w is only with darkness and sadness, will be it better when i am dead or juz disappeared in this world?

♥ 5:00 PM

S.T.U.P.I.D

maybe i'm juz too stupid le

nothing i can say about it

all i can say is that..

i am STUPID and DUMB

♥ 9:36 PM

i guess my heart is dead

♥ 9:12 PM

 

the cute boy which come from malaysia haha.. everytime see him when playing basketball haha.. so tall and look so mature but only sec 2 wa.. total depressed i so short sia.. actually shorter than him sia.. muz faster grow taller.. i still so far frm the height i aimed haha.. muz jump more haha.. anyway went www with cm, mic, deb, xt, sj. ct and him.. haha..woo~

♥ 10:28 PM

 

coolz right haha.. all act dao haha actually everyone behind waas like laughing like siao le haha.. haha chio bu auntie deborah haha.. thanks f0r sending me the pics haha..

♥ 10:25 PM

happy?

at the first place i d0nt even n0e wat it is.. h0w can i be happy..

♥ 7:30 PM

♥ 1:13 AM

play basketball.. but in a total n0 mood..

♥ 10:45 PM

been a long time i write my blog le.. simply juz too stress up by my marks.. h0w can i fare so badly f0r my chinese.. cant even believe it.. my geog also.. study f0r so hard and even cause me to have sleepless night and i fail again.. why cant i juz pass one subject.. juz one subject with flying colours and i will be satisfied n0thing much already..

so stress up n0w.. simply juz wan to disappear in this world ans treat that i had never appear int his world before maybe the world will be a more beautiful place.. a place which have less trouble and more happiness ba.. is the world going to be like that once i leave this pathetic world.. a world that is so pathetic which only contain troubles and frustrations.. why am i in this world which is filled with troubles and frustration.. all this are craps which is so unwanted but why are they juz keep surrounding us and tying us so tightly together..

♥ 11:36 AM

so fed up.. everything is juz in a mess h0pe that i can juz die off immediately..
TOP 5 OF WHY I WILL DIE EARLIER....
1) STRESS FROM EVERYWHERE
2) PHYSIC
3) HP BILL
4)LACK OF MONEY
5)LACK OF NEW THINGS

start getting to be retard le.. g0t so mess up with recent things getting more and more retard.. simply juz wan to sleep and the next day juz f0rget ab0ut all the things that happened to me recently..HELP WHO CAN HELP ME????

♥ 9:48 PM