have a long time not on net since granny passed away, i really miss her lots but seeing her suffering when she was alive really felt heart broken for her...juz before she passed away all our uncles and aunties had already decided not to let her stay in ICU but if she really need to stay we juz got to let her go....but since they have decided to do that children like us also cannot do anything
today i went back to school after that long time dealing with things after her death, lots of frenz ask me whether how i feel, am i alright lots of question...since my granny is dead i cannot do anything i think that she does not wan us to feel unhappy over her death, but really miss her lots since she had dead...
♥ 9:19 PM
whole day in scholl is really damn sianz lor...seeing all the teacher which i dont like at all lor, especially my that stupid form teacher, miss mary soh...seeing her like seeing a fat pig in front and teach us english haha think of that also feel like laughing... but the only lesson that feel relax is chinese can tok and tok the teacher will not care one lah that why keep toking non-stop with frenz frm my class and another class...
after that sianz time in class,was chinese orchestra that is the time i luv most in the whole week not i like to play that instrument but is i can tok to my senior and frenz and is more free to move around...but i was bullied by two of my senior, i forgotten that i was holding my senior stuff so i got to go up to 4th storey to pass it to her but than when i wan to get out of the lift dylan went to pull my rubber band so no choise i juz got to go in again and take it back frm him lah... but so suai juz happened to see tsu hong lah than he say until so nan ting lor like i and dylan doing wat in the lift like that than i was wanting to get out of the lift so i juz go walk out but tsu hong juz straight away push the dont noe call wat the drum and i was stuck in it...than it went to the first floor and saw my principal and all down there act guai lah and i the only girl that is inside lor at last it went straight to 4th floor i can't be bothered and push everything to another guy and juz walk to the 1st floor lor... so damn angry those boys bully me the only girl lah sianz....
tml still got a long day hope that dont rain so that can play netball...haha really miss it a lot so long nvr play with it liao... haiz tml still got to see that sickening conductor again... and the fat teacher too sianz....
♥ 9:55 PM
"once our friendship is gone i dont even try or bother to recover it anymore...even if i did it, it is also not my real intention"
i wrote this becoz i really wanna tell my friend that since that i broke the friendship that we had, i really done wanna recover it but since i recover it muz be becoz of some reasons that force me to do it... this thing got me fustrated for quite a few days, i and two of my friends trying not to let too many people to noe it so we been keeping mum for a long time but 'she' juz keep telling people that wat had happened between us and say that we been backstabbing her for a long time but the real reason is that she been backstabbing us...
having this problem, the three of us feel like a break so we decide to catch a movie... we invited wei juan and dylan becoz feel like matching dylan and michelle up becoz he had been liking her for some time liao, juz wanting to let them had their own time in private... the movie that we watch only mi and dylan was really watching it, weijuan,michelle and xueting was covering themself...haha... we went to watch <
> the one and only time that i shout was when i was tokin to dylan than once i turn my head back to the screen the 'thing' juz happened to come out... the whole time there i and dylan was throwing popcorn to scare three of them that was trying to cover themself haha...
♥ 12:50 PM
