slept for 2 beloved hours and woke up to sch.
thought that i gonna stone there for the whole day.
but surprisingly, i actually is quite productive today.

although spent the whole night doing sketchbook & stupid lect didn't see it,
at least i can wake up very on time & go to sch. :)))))))

there are more to be done and i am not gonna allow myself to sleep!!
WORK AMANDA, WORK!!!
NO TIME TO SLACK OFF, ONLY LEFT WITH 2 WEEKS.
is about time not to sleep anymore.
just keep working :)

i believe i can pass!!

♥ 11:06 PM

how fucked up can it be?
nothing is right now.
just wanna lead a simple and easy life, but it seems to be the opposite right now.
what can i do?

the lack of sleep, the tons of homework & the tiring lifestyle that i have is killing me right now.
who can i blame for taking fine arts.
the amount homework that i had is something that can't be imagine.
it's my choice
& is my fault.
it may seems that i am always alright but who knows what is going on. i may be easy-going but sensitive is the real me.
just don't wanna talk at all.
quiet.
it maybe the best solution to all.

♥ 11:58 PM

feeling so weird recently.
i dont know why & i dont wan to know the answer at all.
just let it be, maybe it's just me being sensitive.

just wanna use all the time i had to keep painting.
& finish up all my work.
buck up!! GO TO SCH AT 9!!
stop being late!!

♥ 2:15 AM

damn tired for coming sch so early. & i am alone.
lonely, & hungry.
where are all of you?
nise? rong? joel?

quick quick come to school.

♥ 11:12 AM

feeling damn fked up recently.
all the work and shit. & i freakng left 3 weeks to complete 2 projects!!
idiot!!

during the freaking opening,
some cheapo performing arts people came and ate our food.
eating is alright, but eat and not going into the exhibition is the crucial thing.
we did not buy the food for all of you all to eat it.
is for the people who wanna go into the exhibition and eat it.
BASTARDS!!!!!

school work are causing me to feel so fked up,
some fking woman in the train is critising my legs.
and thinks that her legs look so wonderful
come on, her legs weren't thin and tone alright!!
so shut the fk up man.

my mood had already reach till the bottom.
no other mood is as bad as now.

what kind of day can be as bad as today.
i realise fker are everywhere!! bitch!

♥ 1:12 AM

life is such a bore.
repeating everything everyday~~
work work work.
tons had been piled up & i need to work faster.

due date for drawing, presentation & assesment all coming up.
& even worse there is still exam for elective.
OMG, feel like just killing myself and bang the wall!!!!
someone kind just kill me now!!

♥ 1:15 PM

tired tired tired~~~
really really wanna just laze around. but but but, NO NO NO!!
i must stop thinking that way!!
i must have gone crazy today, keep contradicting myself.



my pathetic 1/8 done of painting~ so lazy.




looking damn shag in every photos~~

♥ 1:46 AM

OMG, i am laughing too much today.
totally cant sleep at all.
&& i am getting really really hungry man!
I NEED FOOD RIGHT NOW!!!


& assesement is in 5 weeks time.
plenty of work haven't done yet & i am so tired.
work are piling up!!!

♥ 2:47 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERON!!!!!!











It's VERON'S birthday today!!! or should i say yesterday.
anyway, it her birthday. went off eating STEAMBOAT, really really really nice & full.
not only that. all of us surprise her with a cake!
and she seriously didnt notice or even suspect at all.
alright alright kinda lazy to type anythign down already.

&&& oh ya before i forgot, i also met cm, leon and 2 of ming's classmate!!
and we roam at clarke quay FOR NOTHING.
hahaa, but still we did sit down. that's great.

♥ 1:01 AM