today went to the stupid co lor which is so boring lor and keep practising the sai ma,the speed for it is really very fast, still unable to play until that good and yesterday my that stupid er hu teacher siao one lor.... we all still unable to play that well for saii ma he wan us to learn another song which was harder and the speed is twice if sai ma lor and my "mummi" went to say the teacher until he cannot stand and went scolding the sec ones that was the part which i feel the best lah but for today all we do was to continue playing the same part of the song hoping to be able to play faster and the sound is more accurate...... by when than i will be able to play the song that good to the other seniors and be able to get into da zhu and play with others but i think wont be long juz like wat the book say a person who noes hope is a person who noes happiness so i will continue to hope so that i will get never ending happiness......
♥ 9:44 PM
juz read finish wat xueting wrote in her blog, juz like her yesterday have the same feeling... last time also feel like left out too, this two fenz of my have the same jie and they have endless things to tok abt which i dont even understand wat they all was toking abt and sometimes when they tok i had to walk away juz to prevent me from listening to it but the problem is that it also not my prob i go and kpo for wat....they are still once my friend ask mi " dont u feel left out when they always say their own things and u juz blur blur dont noe?" all i can say to her is that i'm used to it liao le no use bothering over it and she was so shock with my answer.....haiz everytime think of this thing will make mi very sad and fee like crying but like wat "she" had said keeping thing in heart will help the person to be strong-headed maybe wat "she" said is true....."he" and i used to tok to each other when we are feeling low but juz when "he" started to have more and more jie liao le and started to ignore my sms and sometime tok to her she will also ignore me and totally like i transparent one lor.... gettign more and more emotional le better stop here if not will feel like crying
♥ 7:42 PM
took this long timee ago but always for got to post it up on to the blog.... this pic was taken in east shore hosipital whem my grndma was still alive and lying on the bed after the operation, after she had passed away for abt one month plus our family seems to look alright now but actually all of us still misses her lots and the aunt that was staying with her will think of her until she drop down a tear without knowing it....everything after her death had changed, all of us had to accompany my aunt during the weekend and holidays though the way going to her hse is very long all of us still had to do it...
♥ 11:14 AM
today really have lots of fun went out with my mum, aunts and my sis to bugis and suntec althought got some inccident happened in between that cause us to feel unhappy but most of the time is really nice....still bought a new shirt and some books actually going there is to buy shoes but at last went there end up left only a few pairs which is not very nice and the design is very the old fashion so decided to go to upstair de book fair and end up buying quite a of books.... bought a sleeves-less top at bum and while trying out my aunt have some argument with the sales assistant becoz the assistant misunderstood wat my aunt was saying.........
♥ 9:10 PM
took this photo while waiting for peijing with four ger and one pig haha that one pig is deborah, the whole time going out she give us suan until she also cannot stand haha...all of us was waiting for peijing to go to orchard and end up wait for her for 1/2 hour and make us all so hungry and everyone got so furstrated...
♥ 9:56 PM
yozz... juz now went to the changi airport for that stupid math and science trail a total lame lor all the question so damn hard lor dont even understand lah and still so early got to go the airport lor and the boyz all look like a bunch of monkey walking here and see see wat happening around us lor like never been there before....but lucky that we all not same grp as them lor if not we will all be drag down the drain too lor they all really look damn ignorant lor but our grp have some guys lah but lucky they are all the guai guai one lor and their studies are good at least still can help us a bit lor.... than got one part we look really stupid lor, got to time the timing of the whole lenght of the escalatorand we got to go up and down of the escalator not only one of it lor still got two lah and each of the escalator we got to go two time lor its a waste of time lah and so unlucky kana until grp leader than still cannot change lor irritating sia.....
♥ 8:56 PM
after such a long thinking....though frenz are easy to find but are we able to keep it going for a long time is really a very tiring thing, frenz may have disagreements or fights among us and this will cause to feel unhappy not only this it will also cause us to have even bigger fights and disagreements if this kind of disagreement will cause the whole friendship to be broken but those that were suffering are not the one who broke the friendship or the one who was involve in it but is those that are sandwich in between them.... those that was sandwich i between them will be suffering the pressure of the both the party, not only that sometime ppl will also try to befriend together but if this kind of thing is able to happened maybe the friendship will not be broken already..... isn't breaking friendship a more tiring and troublsome thing than being able to maintain a friendship, and why is there ppl who still wanna break friendship is the problem really that serious that they had to break the friendship or is that there isn't any problem between them juz that their friendship had became mild and they are trying to give excuses to it.... they are not young any more can't they juz think of a better ways to solve their problems is the problem really that bad until we have no more choice to choose other than breaking the slightest relationship in between ppl to ppl than is so percious which not every one is able to keep it moving.....
♥ 8:59 PM
dont noe wat to do when the teacher not there in class than smsing halfway than suddenly think of wanting to take pic so after smsing than take this pic lor anyway teacher not here wat than still being scolded by my xueting say that bo liao izzit... but at last still take pic with me wat haha i still give her scold for nothing sia not only than still give michelle suan that i got a lot of pose for taking picture is like see also noe that the answer is no lor i still got to hold the cam and take the pic than still got to smile lah damn troublesome lor than michelle is not the one who take the pic than she still say me so irritating lor....
♥ 8:03 PM
haiz after such a long time not using a computer at home feel quite weird but feel really very happy having a computer back....yeah after at least a one months not having a computer really feel very happy having it at home becoz whenever get boring at least can get online but if dont have life will be like shit....u will be bored to death sia and dont even noe wat to do at least i am not like some other people sianz that time go and disturb others liek calling them and force them to tok to us lor.... haiz this few day keep on play bball, so tired but if never play will feel very bored and feel like sleeping straight away
Exam i really a torture to me got to studying like a siao than can getto the marks that i set for myself but this time my paper none of it got to my expected marks becoz during exam time keep on go out and play like going to basketball and go to frenz house and "study" lor but end the paper come out like shit i actually can fail my maths by 10 over of marks and thise paper that i passed maybe only juz pass... st the border or maybe pass by not more than 10 marks dont even believei can actually get those kind of marks but since i score it can only say i never study hard enough to let myself get the expected marks or even say that get all the paper pass the passing marks that was set....now can only wait for the report book to get out and hope my overall will pass and by the time at end of year can get to the class that i want to go lor....
nowadays my secret have more and more people noe liao le... wat to do can only hope that those that noe wont say out especially to my classmate, that stupid gial which have the biggest mouth that will start telling everyone that wat my secret is lor and every one will start to aask me regarding it and she willl start to use it as my weakness lah and threaten me with that lah and i will think should i tell other frenz in my class lor scared that they will kpo and go and tell that stupid big mouth....
♥ 11:31 PM
