haha!!!! MERRY XMAS!!! everyone!!!

so sad cant go out.. supposed to go out with him and his pri sch friend but mum say i go out too many times le so i cant go out anymore.. so sianz!!

not only dont let me out still force me to go orchard with her to buy cake!!! wth!! so irritating lor!! i wanna go out lah!!

i should be able to go to deb chalet!! but deb.. on 1 of the day i go out ok!! haha!!!

♥ 12:46 AM

again..

never mind lah..

next time dont wan me go than dont ask me at all lah..

♥ 10:04 PM

boring..
got nothing to do at all!!!

♥ 3:25 PM

i been left out again le..

haiz nvm le ba since no one remember me than forget it le lah.. no point to force others to remember me now le.. holiday ending le school reopening le.. all this things will slowly be solve ba.. never mind i think if anything you all wanna go out or wat dont feel like calling me than forget it lah.. is ok with me de at most i stay home ba.. haha..

♥ 9:56 AM

so broring de whole day all is do is to watch tv play with my dog and daydream..

haiyo dont noe wat happened to them.. all never tok to me or tell me anything.. even contact me also no one.. i think i most pathetic one lor.. i think this whole holiday only see them once lah they all like forget me le but nvm lah used to it le lah.. after this holiday i think i will be even worse than now lah.. next time they see me maybe will become a stranger le lah.. NVM haha.. i juz be alone lah do my own things can le lah if not will make ourself even more sad only haha!!

christmas coming le!! no money!! wanna buy give him de thing still so ex dont noe can afford ma.. so worry abt money issue leh.. wan more money!!! haiz no money to buy other people present le.. michelle birthday coming le lah wat should i buy give her??? bag? shoe? or basketball?? haha totally dont noe at all haha!!!

♥ 9:55 PM

haha today went to www with zuer yimin qianhui radiya(dont noe how to spell) samuel izzwan aiman shakkir and a extra tevin haha..

now very very very tired sia.. totally cant move anymore le wanna die le.. simply use too much strength le lah haha wanna juz lie on the bed and sleep.. today all we do is juz keep running around and to avoid that samuel from pushing us down de float haha.. we juz simply love de ular-lah haha keep playing but the stupid guard juz keep splashing water at us lah.. bully people de lor.. haha!! saw one of the senior working at the counter there haha.. still wear christmas cap sia.. keep laughing non-stop but he juz try to not see us laugh lor haha..

♥ 9:12 PM

i simplay juz got too much to say but than haiz dont noe how to express it out.. is ok lah maybe i juz thinking too much le lah.. recently juz doing too much art everything is being held up by art ok nvm!! giving myself too much stress le lah..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ 10:56 PM

been a long time since i see my friend le..
maybe they forget me le haiz.. no time at all.. i almost everyday is juz having art art and art.. i got nothing else i can do at all.. having art lesson every alt days.. but my friens they dont seems to conact me much during the holidays haiz.. nvm ba.. holiday ending soon le.. maybe when sch reopen i dont have time to go out le lah..so juz hope that i can play enough before i get my o lvl art lah..

haha i think maybe i really decided not going to syf le ba.. seeing all the juniors, all the teacher and all the friends haiz.. maybe this time only i not going for syf lah, see everyone like so interested in it but i juz dont really like it lah.. i going to quit all my cca soon le at about march le..

art is getting more and more stressful le.. why the o level paper still not out it is making me more and more nervous le.. how?? can the paper faster come out.. now everything juz dont seems to get into how i wanted it to be.. wanna go out more but cant! wan more money but didnt work! wanna play but no time! how?? this whole holiday juz didnt work well at all.. can anyone tell me wat i can do leh..

♥ 10:43 PM

haha recently juz got my best present from my mum.. haha!! a PSP!!! although i also paid some but compae to haw much my mum pay would be juz a bit le ba.. but never mind can have it can le i dont care anyway haha..

CHRISTMAS COMING!!!!!!
die le.. i so poor how to afford to buy present leh.. wanna buy this wana buy that but the most importantly is that I AM BROKE!! haha my christmas wush for this year would be juz new clothes & new bag & new watch & new shoe haha!! EVERYONE THAT LOOKING AT MY BLOG DO YOU GET THE HINT!!!!

so long nv go out le.. but i thnk i can go out this thurs le lah.. going to www with my classmate haha though a lot of them going but than most of them dont really like them lah haha.. nvm at least can go to www haha!!! but i still wish to go to vivo lah haha!!!!

i wana go the cinema there haha!! anyone wanna go with me????

♥ 9:44 PM