of all days, it rain today.
which totally spoil my outing.
& i had no dinner. how pathetic can i be?
what a good Saturday (:
i hate it when tear just roll by itself. smile yo manda, dont look like a idiot
♥ 7:59 PM
hopeless holiday.
long way to go, the first month haven even end yet.
what else can i do for the next 2 month?
stop thinking abt anything else. life like a mindless personlive for the moment
is useless to plan for anything.
weren't in my best mood recently. bad thing!
amanda shall appear to other as how they want her to be.i think that will be the last time
♥ 8:31 PM
went out for movie movie.
and is like super ex
cause is weekends.
anyway, not bad for monsters vs aliens.
but average for night at the museum 2.
i cant think of what to do for tml.
sad enough, should i go to bras bersah again? or maybe just rot home?
having holiday alone is really bad huh?
crying isn't a way to solve problemps. michelle lee!! kimbum is mine haha.
♥ 1:39 AM
slowly moving into my own world eh?
(:
am i really that weak? tears huh?
♥ 1:27 AM
The peacefulness is simply too scary for me.
(:
crying is something not suppose to be in my dictionary.
♥ 12:54 AM
getting used with all these kind of things.
letting go.
♥ 11:48 PM
Amanda is such a weakling!!! BLAH~~~~~
lack of courage.
♥ 7:40 PM
i am really sad.
MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!
i really really really wanna watch movie!!!!!!
why is everyone so busy?
♥ 11:16 PM
ANYONE WANNA WATCH MOVIE!!!!!!!
boring~~
movie movie movie movie movie!!!!!
♥ 1:12 AM
yesterday,
happy happy.
i bought my shoe! my white canvas shoes.
& also another shirt.
spending too much money recently, should not have bought so many shirt at all.
mum gonna kill me for buying so many!
today
a super bad day.
cause.. i lose my appetite again.
just dont feel like eating anything.
bad bad bad thing.
anyway, anyone wanna watch movie?
any movie will do.
i just wanna go and enjoy a show!
♥ 4:13 PM
should i get a Polaroid camera tomorrow?
♥ 6:01 PM
realize that going out alone can really make me really very spendthrift.
things that are bought seriously,
they aren't that important at all.
all i wanna do today is walk around alone & do nothing.
spending too much time at home is jamming all the thoughts & i really hate it.
staying home the whole day might be the cause of me getting giddy.
holiday had just past a week
yet it seems that it been months
i had great amount of time which i can waste and spend
and i am spending it by staying home, facing the four walls.
or rather should i say staying home and let my head spin.
sugar level should not be this low.
weird right?
everyone is busy isn't it?
alone.
i'm not as normal as i should be.
speechless.
♥ 1:01 AM
getting from bad to worse.
eating regularly recently.
from headache to dizzy.
bad bad bad.
i wanna watch movie!!
♥ 11:32 AM
honey star & koko krunch is my new best friend!
things were never the same as before.
boring
♥ 2:17 PM
sentosa-ed but left within 2 hrs due to the pathetic sun.
& i am super sleepy.
anyway, started to shop around, only window shopping :(
i am too poor to get any shoes/clothes.
shopped and went back to simei & bball.
super lack of any ball sense today.
either it air, if not means it didn't went in.
irritating to the max.
hahaha, contradicting.
& i am freaking bored :)smiling!
♥ 12:01 AM
silence is the best way in expressing myself
♥ 12:32 AM
i don't know what is wrong with me.
the word boring is shouting directly on my face.
♥ 12:41 PM
movie movie movie!!
all i wanna do is WATCH MOVIE!!!!
i am just so crazy about watching movie.
anyone that is free, please accompany me to watch.
my mood now is (: (:
cool eh.whats with all the headache i been having these few days.
this sucks badly
♥ 7:46 PM
painful painful painful!!
my beloved chanel bite my last night
& she scratch me today!
why cant they just dont fight.
stupid dogs!!!
♥ 12:23 AM
super duper boring.
and i am super free.
free that i went to crash people's lecture and accompany them to break.
such a waste of time.
but seriously i dont know what to do.
& i really dont wanna work (:
i am pure lazy.
is the irregular meals or something else?
my gastric is giving me problems now.
damnit!!
♥ 4:14 PM
holiday is so pointless.
other than staying at home, there is nothing that i can do.
everyone is busy with their school & stuff.
what a boring holiday.
pointless
omg, i feel so ____ up.
♥ 11:21 PM
