totally no new year mood..
haiz..

am i thinking too much or wat..

i maybe living worse than ever..
am i??

haiz..
starting to lose my knowing..
knowing to all
knowing to myself
knowing to everyone i noe

wat cacn i say now??

♥ 12:01 PM

the old me is back!!

the one who laughs
yet crying..

the one who make others happy
yet sad myself..

the one who trys to smile
yet feels so fake..

the one who act nothing
yet.....

is the old me so stupid too!!
nothing which i can say
about my stupidity!!

hate to remember it
hate to forgive it
hate to know it
hate to love it

♥ 4:47 PM

been neglected by many..
am i sort of tranparent or wat..

many have left me out in many ways..
wat to say..
maybe i have done things wrong le ba..
haiz nothing which i can say lah..
juz wanna say that i am not only being too stupid!!! i am also transparent!!!

haiz..
wanna find someone..
wanna talk to someone..
wanna have someone to acc me..

if i did not been so stupid
nothing would have happened..
RIGHT!!
haiz..

♥ 4:37 PM

sianz lah..
nothing which i can say le..
maybe iis fated o be in this way ba..
got hurt but...
maybe things should be in this way..
i am simply WASTING MY TIME!!!!!
wat can i say..
being stupid is my talent ba..
nothing i wanna continue anymore le..

hope i can pass this thing smoothely ba..
hate being stupid..
simply hate it..
stupid is juz in me..
born to be in this way le..
stupid?
how can i get away from it..
anyone noe anyway..

my life is simply getting worse than ever..
wanna stop all this le..
how can i stop anyone can help me??
i wanna noe..
really!! really!! really!! really!! really!!

♥ 5:47 PM

sick even even worse!!!

noe went even further le!!
I LOSE MY VOICE!!
sad
wanna talk more also cannot lor..
everyone juz laughing at my VOICE!!

trying to talk normally also cant..
only cant whisper to people..
whisper also sometime got prob..
how!!
dont wanna go school also cannot lah..
hate it!!!!!

♥ 8:07 PM