dont understand myself at all.

juz cant understand why am i being so dumb.
cant i forget it.
it is simply impossible.
it juz wont happen again anymore.

wanna stop doing all these stupid things.

♥ 11:26 PM

finally bought a house le.
no need to keep on lok for a house. haha

am i hoping for too much things.
am i too greedy to ask for such things.
i wanna to noe that am i not worth asking so much.

or i thinking too much.

un-comfirmed

♥ 12:33 PM

many things are amiss in my life.
or maybe i am expecting too much.

wat i say may not be wat i meant.
thats all i wanna say.

i have no hard feeling on anything.
and to anyone.

wat can i say about my life now.
empty.
useless.
blank.

wanna noe wat can i do to fill all these gaps.
wat can i do.
wat can i say
wat can i do to make people understand.

♥ 11:29 PM

we won for netbal!!!
haha all thanks to everyone we maintain first for every year

haha.
under all these laughter are people unhappiness.
not only other teams that lose
there are also things happening inside us

wat can i say.
lets hope that things will get better
not only friends. and also others.

i wan to...
can i?

♥ 3:41 PM

nothing much i could say about my life

wanna noe wat is happening to me
totally distracted
totally no mood

wannna noe wat going to be next in my life
wanna stop things to happen again
dont wanna suffer anymore

♥ 5:58 PM

after all these while finally get to update my bog

i have already sort of treat nothing happen.
juz hoping to live through a simply life.
but will i be able to do that i am still not sure.
who can help me?
anybody can help in telling me wat to do.
where is my FEELING going?
can anyone tell me?
really wanna noe de answer.

knowing wat i thinking in my mind.
but.
cant do that.
knowing it is impossible.

juz let things in such way.
no way i can change.
wat can i say.
other than letting.
things to be hidde inside me.

♥ 7:14 PM