finally have rest form the holiday start to now the term started for 3 days liao... but as the days nearer to SYF the more nervous i am becoz first time go and also that i not very confident to both of the songs that i practice...not that they are very diffcult or not understand how to play is that sometime i got blur becoz of some thing happening to my surrounding and the senior that was making fun of me and disturbing me...the hardship that i have sometime i tell my frenz but they seem dont understand wat i am saying and sometime they feel how i am feeling recently... nowadays my temper got very bad becoz of family prob and becoz of frenz... y do my frenz change so much after the dec holidays not that we did not see each other during that 2 months holiday, in fact that we see each other more than any one we see each other at least twice a week but sometime becoz got pracice we see even more...dont understand... evan if we tell her wats happening between all of us she still wont under stand wat we are saying and some time stil can ignore wat we saying to her and pretence that nothing had happened before....

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