juz read finish wat xueting wrote in her blog, juz like her yesterday have the same feeling... last time also feel like left out too, this two fenz of my have the same jie and they have endless things to tok abt which i dont even understand wat they all was toking abt and sometimes when they tok i had to walk away juz to prevent me from listening to it but the problem is that it also not my prob i go and kpo for wat....they are still once my friend ask mi " dont u feel left out when they always say their own things and u juz blur blur dont noe?" all i can say to her is that i'm used to it liao le no use bothering over it and she was so shock with my answer.....haiz everytime think of this thing will make mi very sad and fee like crying but like wat "she" had said keeping thing in heart will help the person to be strong-headed maybe wat "she" said is true....."he" and i used to tok to each other when we are feeling low but juz when "he" started to have more and more jie liao le and started to ignore my sms and sometime tok to her she will also ignore me and totally like i transparent one lor.... gettign more and more emotional le better stop here if not will feel like crying