dying
dying should be the fastest method to solve my problems and my troubles..

if i died, than there will n0t have a need to think about them anymore..
if i died, than they d0nt have to keep quarrelling about all these stupid thing..
if i died, than all these thing will come to an end..
if i died than i dont have to keep avoiding people..
if i died, i can stop all those looks thats on others faces..
if i died, maybe i can juz stop all the scolding from my parents..
if i died, maybe my parents can trust me back..
if i died, i can have all the things i wan.. peace
if i died, i can end everything i have n0w..
if i died, people can have back their peace without me..
if i died, i can stop all those stress that i having n0w..
if i died, maybe others will juz stop telling me wats happening..
if i died, othes could juz leave me alone..
if i died, all of you could have back everything that you wan..
if i died, all these backstabbing will juz end..
if i died, troubles might also juz end..
if i died, i can have the life that i always wanted..
if i died, i can the carefreeness i life..
if i died, all of you can juz continue your life..
if i died, maybe all of you wont notice it..
if i died, maybe i can juz find my own little place and rest..
if i died, maybe i can juz stop all my crying..
if i died. maybe i can juz end the pain i am having..
if i died, than i can stop all my explaining..
if i died, i can juz sleep forever and ever..
if i died, i can juz stop dealing with all these relationship and craps like that..
if i died, than i will be able to live in the world of smiles and laughter..
if i died, maybe i will be able to cure my heart which is dead..
if i died, i should be able to continue live in the world which is filled with light..

my heart and my world n0w is only with darkness and sadness, will be it better when i am dead or juz disappeared in this world?

♥ 5:00 PM