happy happy happy manda!!!
cause she got a new phone!!!
whats more is that. SHE GOT A BLACKBERRY phone!!!!!!!!!!
ok i kinda crazy now!

went to art fair just now & the painting is like AMAZING!
really wanna paint but just like what rong rong said! just wanna rest around!
ok anyway, after that went off with niseeeeeee,ronggggg, gwen, nana & din to simpang for a early early dinner.
& i had my second dinner with cm, mich, ct, zhengyuan & laopei!
crazy me for having dinner twice though i ate very little for the second round.

MOVIE TML~~~
case 39, heard is a horror, but still i will go watch it!
no matter what, i must watch a movie! i miss watching movie!!
anyone want to watch movie just tell me ok! i am super please to watch any movie! other than those that i think is not worth it!

seriously, i think i got affected by nise, my post are getting longer and longer & become my planner!
i know nise wont get to see this though!!
but niseeeee, you affect me!!!!!! a lot a lottttttttttt in a good way!!!!!!!

♥ 10:18 PM

went for pot luck with classmates & it came out to be a cake party.
all we ate was sweet stuff.
cookie,brownie,cheesecake,pancake+maplesyrup,B&Jice-cream.
all these sweet things just simply add up to getting sick.
the only main course was SPAGHETTI with MEATBALL.

hahahaha. and all we do was watching movie and tada!!!!
it's 9 and time to go home after all the dessert.
and everyone is craving for FRIED CHICKEN!!!!

and the last movie we watched was actually MULAN.
disney channel's mulan
how stupid can it be. everyone from age 18-26 is watching a children's movie

just by sitting there and watch movie is tiring enough.
am i getting too lazy until even by having movie marathon is bad enough and start causing me to feel tired.
feeling so useless.
did nothing productive and yet feeling so tired.

the only productive i done for now is that: baking brownies.
& is great that people liked it. although not very successful and it look kinda ugly!
it's time to start on the project, before i get really rusting and cannot paint at all!!!

♥ 12:09 PM

so tired after baking~~~
tired tired tired, and today is the worst brownie and muffin baked.
they all taste kinda weird.

anyway, the main purpose is to GATHER TOGETHER.
hahahahaha, miss this kind of feeling that all of us seeing each other everyday.
i really really really really WANNA GO SHOPPING RIGHT NOW!!
&&& i MEAN IT NOW!!
many many many things are needed! CLOTHES, SHOES, BAG, WATCHES and many many!!

oh ya oh ya, i bought a beanie yesterday!
and a storybook, as usual.
that is all that i got, kinda poor things considering that stayed at vivo for so long.

someone kindly tell me
what should i do, other than working, during this holiday?
do not want to just rot off my whole holiday doing nothing constructive & just waste time only.

♥ 9:52 PM

didnt really get any rest up till today since assessment.
and it is really really torturing jsut by staying home and do nothing at all.
will i start growing mushrooms on my head?
it is just getting worse and worse.

how i wish i can go backpacking for a week so.
just take a break, walk around, look at somewhere other than where i always see.
maybe breathe in what fresh air are really meant as.

spending all the time infront of a computer is it a waste of time?
shouldn't i be doing something more constructive?

♥ 2:35 AM

finally moved out of studio & everything is great mess.
a lot a lot & a lot of stuff need to bring home.
and whats more? my painting not really all done yet.
HOW HOW HOW HOW!!!
i am simply just too slow in doing work.
amanda, must dowork in ultraspeed!!! cannot stop, just keep working non-stop,
NO DISTRACTION, NO LAZY, NO MORE THINKING OF EATING, RESTING & whatever BULLSHIT!!

COUNTING DOWN TO MY REST DAYS.....
4 days!!

♥ 12:02 AM

urgh!!!
all the stupid post-modernism, modernism, architecture, difference between them, all still freaking stuck in my brain.
stop thinking of theory!!!
they are bad for brain cells!!!!
think of painting, think of technical wise, think of self pin up, think of inside, think of miniature!!!!!!
&&& STOP THINKING OF WORDS WORDS WORDS WORDS & WORDS!!!

brain is taking a lot of pressure now!!

♥ 1:18 AM

feeling like azombie for staying up the whole night not sleeping at all & keep doing work & of course crapping too!!!
anyway, assessment is really really really, I EMPHASIS, is realllllllyyyyyy NEAR!!!!!
& most importantly, i have not finish work yet!!!
this is the damn freaking stress time which i dont know wat to do and how to de-stress.
all i can do is to keep working and working like some crazy woman.

holiday is coming!!
& i cant wait for it as well as doesnt want it to come so fast and last so long.
what a contradicting life.

♥ 1:00 AM

fk that, in a ultra bad mood after an hour of sleep.
damnit!!!!

♥ 10:31 AM

tired and exhausted.
i hope for the holiday to come faster, yet i hope that there is more time for school work.
every morning is just like having war with my body.
i have to force myself to wake up and go to school.

this tired body of mine have to take a long long rest.
work must be done soon.
or rather should i say in 1 and a half week time.
come on, i dont wanna die so soon.
quick amanda!! do your work faster.

bad habit, talking to self.

♥ 10:44 AM